I've had more mistakes than positive moments in my adult life.
I'm a divorcè with three children. 11, 9 and 3 1/2.
There isn't one thing I love more in this world than those three souls.
I'm in love with a man that will never love me back.
This man consumes my days, we spend all day together on the days that I do not work
We have more in common than any other person in my life
I'm in love with a neurotic ass that is pretty decent most of the time. As long as I act right. He loves me and we've been together for close to a year.
I am lucky
I am blessed
I am grateful for all the blessings I've been granted
I am a true believer
I am strong in my faith
I like a slightly older man that treats me like a queen and I think of him often, though not as much as the man that will never love me.
I'm neurotic, but in a loving obsessive completely unconditional sort of way.
I am jealous of time.
I am not jealous of other women or their looks but the time given them when I want it.
I am filled with empathy.
I'm a realist.
I do not understand myself.
I am borderline bipolar.
I am mostly manic and anxious.
When I am depressed though it lasts for weeks. Months sometimes. I cry and lose my sense of reality and the swirling in my brain is dizzying.
I have an above average IQ. I have no idea how I want to use it.
I have been arrested more times than I can remember.
I am a felon.
I could never hurt someone physically unless they were going to hurt my children or in self defense.
I can kill someone with my sharp biting words when I'm angry.
I will forget about it the next day, though most of the people I've abused this way cannot.
I want to be taken care of emotionally and mentally and physically.
I want to be taken care of financially.
I want to love someone that returns the love unconditionally.
I see a therapist.
I love sex.
I love love.
I need love.
This is just another list of me...
This is just some of me.
